comfortably numbbbbbb ............

Life has never been like this before …

Life has never been so discontinuous … so meaningless, yet so intense n meaningful. I’m euphoric, n the next moment I’m miles from it, miles from myself, miles from the world of sane, into this ethereal sensation.

I’ve never been so helplessly outta control … paranoid delusions have overcome my senses …

Life’s never been so short … so painless …

I feel this overwhelming sense of distance and isolation … Life’s never been so lonely, yet soothing …

Life’s never been this hallucinatory procession of events … events that I tend to realize only after they’re over … events that never happened ….

Life’s never been so slow, as if come to a standstill, just feel I’m stuck in time … I wanna burst open, but fail to reason why …..

I’ve been strumming the guitar, but don’t know what. I donn remember what I just played, without absolutely a hint of whats coming up next.

Is it a dream that’s just gonna end the next second. Second, each second has a new meaning, new dimension attached to it … I tend to wake up over n over again, trying to catch up with the real, but before I realise I’m into the brief journey back into my mind, before waking up again …

I hear Dash calling through the haze, but we seem to be hopelessly anachronous to strike a meaningful conversation.

Not sure if I’m half alive or half dead. I’ve never been so unsure of my existence, not sure if the last second existed. Not sure, if I’d be a part of the next , but I reckon this second’s certainly reflecting the multiple layers and unfound depths of the human psyche , but I somehow seem to have felt this before, I’ve felt lifeless before …

The song in the background seems to have been playing for ages. That’s something I feel I’ve been listening eternally. Life’s never been so pointless, so comfortably numbbbbbbb …

peace ……..